Be Still and Know

At a women's conference I attended this last weekend, one of the speakers talked about hope in the midst of suffering. She understood long-term pain -- her story was one of years of loss, both financially and in people. Despite having a very solid "theology of suffering" (understanding of how God uses difficulties to grow His people), she still struggled, as we all do, with what He'd allowed to happen and with how long the difficult time lasted.


She has written a book of encouragement to those down in that valley like she was. It's called "The Steadfast Heart" by Elyse Fitzpatrick, and comes with a CD of readings and songs since sometimes you're so burdened that you can't just sit down and read a book.

One of the songs has really encouraged me. I know that life right now isn't as difficult as it has been -- the kids are relatively healthy, we have a larger house that fits our needs better, Elli hasn't been hospitalized in two years, etc. But the relentless and often thankless work of caring for the kids, especially for Elli who needs so much every day, often wears me down more than the big crises do. And sometimes in the less-dramatic days, that's when my mind has time and energy to reflect on what has happened and work itself into theological or philosophical corners. This song was a good reminder to me now, while I have a moment to think, and to internalize for the future.

Be Still and Know by Steve and Vicki Cook

When mountains fall
And water rise
Come hide yourself in Me
The One whose voice
Commands the waves
Still knows your every need
Come now and wait on Me
Draw near and rest in Me

Be still and know
That I am God
Be still and know
That I am God

When darkness falls
And sorrows rise
Remember who I am
The one who dwells
In eternity
Still comforts His own child
Come now and look to Me
Draw near and hold to Me


Be still and know
That I am God
Be still and know
That I am God

When darkness falls
And sorrows rise
Remember who I am